Well, as many of you who have seen me either at church or at your doorstep know, I am home. The political situation in Honduras became a bit too hot (ousted president...more to come in a later post) for me to stay safely. This post, though, is more to explain my time in Puerto Lempira more clearly.
It would be an understatement to say that my time in PL taxed my emotional well-being. While life in Belfate meant staying in a casita with near constant electricity, daily showers, and often eating Mrs. Rumbaugh's amazing food, life in PL consisted of beans and sometimes rice, short spurts of sleep that were interrupted by the endless chatter of 8 year-old boys speaking in a language (Moskito) that I didn't understand, feelings of uselessness, and when I was extremely lucky, some coconut bread from downtown. On top of this, as soon as I became used to eating beans, I was introduced to fire beans...One day, a nearby house became engulfed in flames. The Moskito response: cover the fire with beans instead of water. Effective, but not delicious. These beans were later collected and sold to the orphanage. Burnt beans are bad, but beans that are burnt before even being cooked are worse.
It's amazing how God comes through, though. When we ask for deliverance from trials, He often gives us something we need more. This is when Gustavo came on the scene. When fire bean threatened to ruin my last week at the orphanage is when our friendship developed. On multiple occasions we just sat down and talked about what God has done in our lives in 2+ hour installments. A couple of these conversations were only broken up by the havoc that fire beans worked on my bowels. On top of that, being fluent in both Spanish and English, he was able to help Griselia and I communicate more beyond our basic knowledge of each other's languages. Just one example was out worship session. One afternoon, Gris and I went out to play guitar together. About ten minutes in, Gustavo came along and started going back and forth between singing the songs in Spanish and English as Gris and I sand in our own languages. Just having him there enabled us to have fun without a language barrier and to praise God together. It doesn't do justice to say it was cool. Gustavo also really helped me keep my focus when I would get frustrated with the kids. He talked about how we represent Jesus when we let them rub their hands all over our faces (in my case, pulling out my beard/arm hair) despite being covered in dirt and germs. He was a big ispiration/encouragement to my time there, as well as my time back home now.
As for what I actually did there, most of my time was spent hanging out with the kids and trying to get them to do their chores (since school was cancelled every day I was there...I'll probably explain that one in part 2 of this post), teaching Gris English (which was actually a lot of fun), teaching Tara Spanish, and scoping out how things were running at the orphanage. Although I felt useless for a lot of my time there, it was exciting for me to see Tara and Gris begin a frindship in my time there and know that my presence helped that occur. Now that I'm gone, they'll need each other to get through the difficult times and they now know at least a little bit of each others' languages.
Although I was at my wits end when I left, I do really miss the kids and the vast amounts of time I was able to spend with God there. I really don't think I can convey how much of a blessing that time was, but I hope you can just understand that God met me in my weakness and it was great.
Hopefully I'll add the second part of my final post tomorrow and here's a cute kid for all of the women reading this blog...his name was Olbin:


